I want to draw.

Especially nowadays. However, I find there is little time left. Like today, my first day of work, I get back home then I feel inspired, I wanna draw. Somehow somethings pop up like household chores and my daily dizziness which always seems to happen during evenings - I don't know why, God help me.

And so I do my housework. Wash everybody's clothes, dry clothes, wash the dishes. Eat dinner, shower, wash my face - cleanser, toner, moisturizer, etc. And by the time I finish all this it's already 11pm... What the heck? Then I feel tired and just want to rest which then makes me feel frustrated at myself for not being able to do the things I want to do. And then I start to become totally unmotivated and uninspired. Then I totally don't wanna do draw, just want to rest. I hate this.

I need to be more efficient. Need to be faster. So I can do the things I love once again. Like drawing. It's been so long since I actually opened Photoshop and STARTED DOODLING something IN THERE. Hello!? 2 months+!? Ed, you can do better than that!

I also want to start going to the gym regularly actually.

So now, instead of bitching, I should actually DOODLE SOMETHING in Photoshop before it gets too late then I have to sleep already and wake up early the next day.

So many things to do, so little time.

Shut up, Ed. Start drawing. Stop babbling.

Btw, paging Chris Clark, I miss you lots. Gimme your gmail if you've got one. Or skype, even better!